失望。。绝望与伤心

昨天，正当我在食堂吃着东西的时候，我从我妹妹那里听见了一个我非常接受不了的消息。。就在这时候我的心情立刻掉到谷底！！我很想打声的哭出来，但那里太多人了眼泪只好在眼眶哪儿打转。。那时候的我心真的很痛，难道我付出了那么多但得到的却是空的吗？？终于我在巴士上哭了出来，感觉舒服多了~还好我有一班很要好的姐妹在安慰我。。谢谢你们！！我爱你们哦~我真的很难面对这些问题，我会崩溃的~ 在大家面前要伪装成没什么事情发生，但我的内心其实很脆弱~你们能了解伤心与失望的心情吗？？

不是很开心的一天！！：（

今天在我身边无论家人或是朋友，都很想很沮丧很不开心！！ 我见到她们这个样子心情也跟着变差了，情绪也突然变得很低落！！每一个人都在为了不一样的事情而烦恼。。
HAIZ。。我不希望看见你们这个样子，希望我的家人朋友们能每天快快乐乐的生活，充充实实的度过每一天！！让我们一起加油吧。。我爱你们！！

我永远爱的一家人！！！

虽然我们大家都不是真正的亲兄弟姐妹。。但和他们相处却有种说不上的感觉！！ 我们就像是一家人一样。。在我最无助的时候，你们安慰我！！当我开心的时候，就可以和你们一起分享。。对我而言你们比我的亲弟妹更懂我和更了解我哦。。如果有一天你们像世界末日一样突然消失在我的面前我活在这世上也没意思了！！这么多个哥哥和姐姐和我最投缘的是我的大姐Yoya..无论发生什么事他都会支持我，当我有心事的时候他就是我诉苦的好对象，她会用心聆听而且还会开解我！！对我而言她就是我的大姐姐！！谢谢你哦。。接下来非我二哥莫属了，他就是Jefferd..很希望有哥哥的我终于找到了，他会细心聆听你和他说的每一字每一句，会教你如何处理对自己无法解开的麻烦！！而且他还很关心我们又很孝顺。。像他这种绝世好男人已经很难找到了！！那其他的哥哥姐姐们也很好啦。。哈哈 他们是 Fumi..Josh..Jeremy..Rachel..Yao Yao!! 我很高兴有你们这一家人，在这一年里你们带给我许多美好的回忆。。我爱你们，永远永远的爱你们！！哥哥我爱你！！姐姐我爱你！！

eNcORe

EnCOre final is coming soon!!haiz still thinking wht 2 performe tht nite..ah..ah..ah confusing nw!!other then tht 3 sem short sem rushing 4 assigment..who can help me ah!!haiz.....
yesterday encore have a short practice 4 all the finalist..haha..superstar NICK come 2 share his experience and tell us many proper way when singing...is really good..haha!!n this event let me meet many new friends..i was so happy
n yesterday me n daniel missed the last college bus bt lastly samuel ffetch really..really wan 2 say thx 2 him..hehe~ENCORE i'm coming!!haha

christmas...merry christmas

we wish u a merry christmas..we wish u a merry christmas..we wish u a merry christmas..and a happy new year!!!23 th Dec 2009 our school have an event..christmas holic fiesta from our school hotel management student they invite us to performe for the christmas nite all of the choir member r so happy!! on tht day..3pm in the afternoon we r having reheasal at the little stage there..wow the sun is 2 hot n all of us almost dry n our skin bcom dark...haiz so sad!! then all of the gurl when 2 the toilet and bath 2gether wow so happy n funny!!after tht all of us change our beautiful dress, set our hair n makeup!!hoh..i wan thanks inka bcaz her makeup let me bcom more beautiful.....then we went 2 our booth to prepare..wow all of the choir member r crazy taking photo,while waiting 2 perform!!!while waiting we are having dinner tht prepare by them all of us r eating suddenly melissa shout bcaz her rice got worm..haha~~is really funny!!7 something the event start..the one of the band tht i like r having performance they are''pull the plug'' my frend tarzan sing the phantom of the opera is really good but the PA system was bad..haiz~~after tht there hv other performance but all of us are chit chating inside the booth...hehe we start taking photo again!!tht day tarzan,prisca n eunice hv 2 performe a song call the prayers nut joseph n june r oso wil do the same things..3 of them r really care about it...but 2 of them say is ok so they wil performe 2...i think they can do very well..gambateh!!2day i meet many new frends such as samson and jeremy they 2 r very frendly!!!me,jeremy,melissa n miao mi r chating while waiting wow so happy...almost 9.00pm after the fashion show is our turn then tarzan cal us 2 practice one more time,is bcaz this is our last choir performance for this semester and for years 2009..but the bryan always kena marah bcaz late lol...after practice we all pray 2gether hope our performance will be good and for tarzan, prisca n eunice..we all put our hand 2gether and shout choir..choir...choir~~our turn,we all hv well prepare 4 the show,the first song we sing is stand by me,2nd is can u feel the christmas night last song silent night..the feeling was so good when we singing can u feel the christmas night!!last 3 of them sing the prayers tht was awesome...i like the performance!!good!!then we get a fortune cookies from them inside the biscuit hv some good words is good 4 us wan..then we continue our chat..all of them r going 2 watch the show except 4 me,tarzan, jeremy,melissa,miao mi!!bcaz we feel very tired so we stay inside lol...5 of us r so happy,hehe.....then the roch band beat the system com2 hv performance many of the r crazy..is bcaz of them!!wow they r really good and awesome!!hoho..after their performance the last is all of us dance 2gether !!then we take a group photo with the stage,haha~~then they hv provide bus 2 send us bck..tarzan,bong yang n eunice r going bck while me, prisca, miaomi n melissa go 2 mamak stall eat our dinner..wow all of us eat until cannot finish very full!!!then my uncle come n fetch us bck!!2 day is a memorable night 4 me is bcaz choir& choir member is apart of my life if i lost them dunno wht will happen..hehe~~i feel very happy got all of u and i happy bcaz i can meet all of u!!

FunnY ChOiR

Saturday.....choir member have a practice at the dancing room beside sport complex the aim of this practice is for the performance of our college 40th anniversary celebration!!!wow..choir best!!tht day me n my friend miao mi n melissa when 2 skul by LRT at 9.00am the practice will start at 10am but hw we r gonna 2 be late haiz so scare la three of us rush n rush n rush!!!!we reach skul at 10.30am i think the practice is ady start but when we reach there i saw Eden,thip,bryan,meng seng n prisca r there the dancing room r lock we cant get inside so all of us r chating there...suddenly thip hp ringing is azhar he call us warm up first bcaz he is coming 2 skul...............meng seng go 2 get the dancing room key n all of us when inside but we r not practising our song n we chit chat inside...hahhaa!!!suddenly we talk about the mv tht meng seng act wow is so good n perfect he is so pro la!!then azhar come then we start practice,bcaz of us long time din sing our song when we sing the so it look so weird!!!hehehe.........we forget the note until azhar need 2 call miss ang 2 ask haiz so bad la!!then we change song we sing the malaysia medley...bcaz of tenor cant reach the high notes so soprano will sing their part .......not bad la,hehehe~~but bryan is so funny everytime made us laugh,then we practice our own in small group....then miss ang come all of us gathe n sing 2gether...miss ang wan us sing part by part bcaz all of us really teruk~~~~~~~~soprano first next alto then tenor...when reach tenor bryan is really funny he cant match wif meng seng n everytime sing out of tempo until all of us laugh until stomach pain...hahhahaha....hehehehehe....sound r aroun the dncing room~~~~almost 2 o'clock the practice finish then miss ang fetch us to the bus stop......but miss ang lost her car key she cannot find it then my sis ask her is tht u left insside the car its true she told us this is the first time haha n oso the last time!!!!then three of us melody,melissa n miaomi when 2 jusco we eat our lunch at McD then we meet miao n melissa tutor mr.gary wow bcom handsome ady!!!!!!!!*-*hahaha~~~lastly we when 2 my grandmother haus......is a happy day!!!!i love u~~~

改变自己

yeah.....change new hair style lo!!!!tht day i went 2 my aunt saloon,actually i went 2 dye my hair but my aunt say my hair style not nice n not suitable 4 me she encourage me 2 cut my hair 2 another style but nw i'm leaving my hair long bcaz i cut my long.................hair when chinese new year!!!haiz so sad ady 10 months but my hair still so short!!but nw she cal me 2 cut my hair!!!how who can tell me!!haiz i think n think n think lastly i decide 2 cut my my hair!!!!!After 20 minute my new hair style done!!!i feel very comfortable bcaz the hair tht always made me feel uncomfortable has gone!!hahahhaha!!!!<-----i like my new haair style!!!after tht i dye my hair into dark brown colour after 1 n half hour my hair done i like it!!my friend miao n my sis oso cut ttheir hair!!especially miao her hair very long she cut her lovely long hair n she do rebonding 2 her hair no she will look like aunty hehehe!!~~~~my sis melissa dye her hair into brown n green its look nice!!!bcaz of miao hair need 2 us longer time so my sis n lei yee when bck first!!!after 2 hours tht 4 o'clock.........all things is done but i need 2 wait my aunt 2 finish her work bcaz i don hv transport 2 get bck home so need 2 wait 4 her 2 fetch me home!!2 hour gone 6pm my aunt son com then he fetch us go bck home!!on the way home we laugh n talk so happy!!